2007-01-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **lands keeping a hand on lilian to steady her**

2007-01-18 [loonygirl2005]: Wow this is pretty nice. It seems the cook and server are off today. I guess we have to find the food ourselves.

2007-01-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles nodding making her way back to the kitchen** i'm a pretty good cook... i had to make all my own meals my master wouldnt let his cooks cook for me...

2007-01-18 [loonygirl2005]: *smiles and chuckles* well I can only do the very basic. I'm glad one of us can cook. Should we add a note or something? Or just leave it there?

2007-01-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **bends over and lights the fire in the fire place** thats a good idea...

2007-01-18 [loonygirl2005]: which one the note or just leaving it? *sits on a comfy chair*

2007-01-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **walks over and grabs some dried turkey meat** leaving a note...

2007-01-18 [loonygirl2005]: alright then. *looks around and finds a little piece of paper.* what do you think it should say? *smiles*

2007-01-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: it should explain that we are just friends trying to help him and that the food is not poisoned...

**throws the dried meat on the table** im going to go get some fresh meat

**dissapears**

2007-01-18 [loonygirl2005]: Ok how about this is an offering of friendship, we mean you no harm. Your friends Risika and Lily. Okay be careful. *wonders if Sestera will wonder where they have gone to*

2007-01-18 [Silver Moon]: * Girl stumbles into the kitchen, she wears rags and sneaks about looking for food.She hasn't spotted you yet*

2007-01-18 [Silver Moon]: *Under the dirt and grime she looks very familiar to you*

2007-01-18 [loonygirl2005]: Oh how do you do? Um excuse me.

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **reappears with a dead fresh turkey smiling**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: Oh Risika Glad you're back. How does this sound for the note?this is an offering of friendship, we mean you no harm. Your friends Risika and Lily.

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles nodding**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *looks over at the girl curiously but snaps back to Risika* Uh so should we put the food in a basket?

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **bites lower lip** when im done cooking it yea **walks over to the table and starts ripping feathers out of the turkey**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: Alright. *still looks at the girl who is looking around in the kitchen*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **raises eyebrow noticing the girl but then ignores her and cont. pulling out feathers blowing some at lilian giggling**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: Hey! *giggles* I hope Lady Sestera don't mind us doing this.

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles pulling off the last of the feathers** im sure she dosnt.. she likes to help people

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: You're right. And anyway the creature probably will still think we're out to get him but at least we gave him something.

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles nodding and chops off the head**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: I'm curious Risika do you have feelings for my brother?

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **fumbles with the meat cleaver blushing slightly** wha...wha..what?

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *smiles* You really care about him. It's ok I understand but I think he is blinded by his emotions for Lady Sestera to notice. He'd be lucky to win your affection. *has a slight mischevious glint in her eyes*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **sighs smiling i put slice the bottom of the turky open and start pulling out the innerds** isnt this ones place to interferr..

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: Don't be embarrassed. I'm glad you are allowing yourself to feel more than fear about your master. I'm sorry if I have made you uncomfortable.

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles shyly and finishes cleaning out the turkey and gently starts rubbing spices on it** don't feel sorry this one was sure that you would ask it one day...

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: I notice a lot of things. When I was in the University I always either stayed in the dorm or at the Library researching. I was able to just watch my classmates and could tell a lot of things about them but only few wanted to get to know me. My mother died first and I became more reclusive.

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **flips the turkey over still blushing and starts rubbing the spices into the other side silently**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: Ack I'm sorry there I go again. *smiles* You know I think your feelings will only grow over time. Hopefully my brother will get over his obsession. Lady Sestera seems to attract a lot of eyes but the men don't see the side we do.

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **glances to you** what side would that be?

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: The side of a young women trying to make her parents proud while grieving their deaths silently. Selflessly allowing travelers like you, I and others into this tower made by her parents.

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles shyly** i see... **fills the cauldron with a little red wine and milk and places the turkey in it sprinkling more wine and milk over it**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *sits back down in the chair and gets lost in thought*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **walks over and grabs a small jar and fills it with honey from a larger jar**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *writes the note and looks out the window. A memory of the last time both sisters played together it was a month after mom's death. Her little sister hated water but both ended up in a water fight. * Minoku...

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **glances over questioningly before turning and grabing a loaf of bread and setting the small jar of honey and loaf of bread down on the counter**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *but tears fill my eyes as I remeber the day she had to leave, "You will contact me right" "Meow Meow... Yes sister."
"PROMISE ME MINOKU!" "Meow meow meow.... I promise." "MEOW MEOW MEO MEO...Bye sister see you again."* **whispers* Bye Minoku. *a tear falls but I whipe it away*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **softly pads over and kneels next to lilian and gently places a hand on her arm** is everything alright? **concerned filled voice**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: Uh yes I was just thinking about my little sister. She was my closest thing I had to a true friend before you. * teary smile*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **stands slightly and wraps my arms around lilians neck in a warm hug** what happend to her?

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: Uh well my dad took mothers death really hard. He slowly lost grip with reality, and so I had to play mother to Minoku. It was hard at first but I got use to it. But one of the inspectors said it would be best that Minoku get raised with others of her kind, and dad agreed to leave her care in his side of the family. I argued the point but he overruled me and she went with the clan of catdemons. It broke my heart but I eventually accepted it was best for her. She did contact me as often as she could but now I haven't heard from her since the day of fathers murder.

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **releases you standing back** im so sorry my friend...

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: *The girl looks at you both wearly* "L..Lilian?Is that you?"

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *shakes head and smiles* It's ok my friend I'm glad I found you. Because you remind me of my sisters understanding. I'm happy to have you as a friend and I've kept you from your cooking I'm sorry.

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *looks surprised* Oh wait how do you know my name?

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **looks from the girl to lilian and walks over to tend to her turkey**

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: "I..it is Daona your..cousin..do you remember me?" *looks at the simmering food with hunger,but watches you both wearly,she looks to be near tears.*

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: Daona? *looks at her face and it hits hard* Oh my lord. What on earth happened to you? *finds some bread and gives it to her*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **pours some more wine over the turkey and sprinkles a little more spice ontop**

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: *she begins to eat it hungerly* "I..it was awful,after you left there were some soldiers...they.....I am the ..only one left...I think....they...killed my parents!" *Sobs*

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: Oh Daona *hugs her* I'm so sorry but I thought the community kept up the anicent angnius crystal. That kept all evil forces out. *look at Risika and smiles*

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: "I...it was shattered, there was...a magus that came before the soldiers,..he convinced us that he was..a friend..than when we least expected it he shattered the crystal!He actually was able to shatter it!

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **walks over to a smaller hanging cauldron and fills it with a little more wine and goes and grabs some hanging fish and vegitibles and walks over to the table and starts cutting them up**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: A magus...that means the warlord attacked. but why would they attack Esire? We're not that noticable we were mainly diplomates. *sighs and shakes her head* Daona the lady cooking on the turkey is my very good friend, Risika. She befriended me when I first came here. *points to Risika not wanting to disturbe her*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles and nods walking over dumping the fish and vegitibles into the smaller cauldron**

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: "W...will you be my friend too?" *Smiles at Risika*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **giggles softly** of course little one im making this fish soup for you do you like fish soup?

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *offers a friendly smile at Risika but colasps on the chair. All this information about the warlords attacking my home overwelmed me. Everything destoried and death ravinging the streets.* **Slowly breathing, but pain takes over*

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: "He..came for you...Lilian..he screamed something about not allowing the profecy...to come true, to his men, he...had this awful man with a shaved head there too." *frowns in anger and pain at the memory*

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *eyes get big and dark* Did he have a combination of weapons Daona?

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: who? *she nods to Risika thankfully*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **takes a wooden spoon and stirs the soup adding a few spices and a tad more wine**

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: *she figets uneasely*

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: The Magus... or attacker. If you don't remeber it's ok. *smiles at her little cousin despite the painic slowly emerging*

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: "No...he was unarmed,but his friend did."

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: I am sorry if I upset you,I came here becous every where else seemed to dangerous,...I have..been taking food...I am sorry
*Looks ashamed*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **takes the smaller cauldron off the fire and grabs a bowl filling it with soup** if your hungary you must eat..

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: Thank you for telling me. Now go and eat. Risika will make sure you have plenty. *shows her little cusin to a nice chair*

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: "Thank..you both." *whispers and begans to eat.*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles and puts the cauldron next to the fire on the hearth so it stays hot**

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: ~Sestera~ *walks in looking tired,but smiles when she sees Daona eating* "She has finally chosen to come out of hiding."

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: *Doana jumps and looks frightend* "Y...you look like a female..version of the attacker.."

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *feeling hot all over. I sit down in the chair next to the window. "My god this is a lot to handel at once. BUT I MUST NOT LET THIS GET TO ME! We need to take our starving guest on the grounds food and must help my brother. But everything destoried in Esire.*

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: Sestera frowns at that. "what attacker?"

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **takes the turkey out of the larger cauldron like pot and places it on the table**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *snaps back to reality* My home is gone. Esire was attacked when I left. *shivering* My cousin's parents are dead and so are all the people I grew up with.

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: "Lilian....I don't wan't to talk to her....she looks..like Him!" pulls away from Sestera

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **takes a basket and wraps the turkey in a warm cloth and places a loaf of bread and honey and turkey in it**

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *holds her scared little cousin* Shh calm down little one. No one is going to hurt you. Now finish your meal that your friend Risika made. Okay. *tickles her a little*

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: Sestera looks at Doana sadly

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *gets the note and walks over to Risika to put in the basket*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles up a sestera** and how are you feeling?

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: *Sestera* " I will be in my study if you need me" *turns and walks out, but not before you see the tears forming in her eyes.*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **worried look** i wonder whas wrong with Sestera...

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *sigh* Oh lord have mercy and help us all. I think my little cousin's distrust in her hurt. I will take the basket to the grounds Risika. Is it ready?

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: Doana: "She...looks like that warlord.I am sorry I shouldn't have come." *looks guilty*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: theres nothing to drink yet...

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: alright. *turns to Daona* Little one just because someone looks like the attacker doesn't mean they are. Lady Sestera is really a nice person. I'm glad you came but you must apologize to her ladyship. She hasn't attacked you has she?

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: "I..I don't wan't to do it alone....will you come with me?"

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: Alright little one. As long as you promise that you won't turn back. *turns to Risika* Sorry to leave you like this. I'll be back.

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **nods smiling understandingly** dont worry about it you go

2007-01-19 [Silver Moon]: "B..by"

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: see you soon little one..

2007-01-19 [loonygirl2005]: *smiles and pushes my reluctant cousin to the door* Come on little one it's time you make amends. *walks out making sure my cousin is with me*

2007-01-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles and turns grabbing a bottle of wine** i hope he likes this.....

**sighs and dissapears to the grounds**
**thinks to herself** how could lilian have know about my feelings twoards her brother.. i wasent obvious was i?

2007-01-20 [Silver Moon]: **************************************************************

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **appears with Roke out of a mist snuggling into his neck**

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: *Cheering*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **blushes and turns not realizing people where here**

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "'Bout time Roke gets a girl!" *man says bringing food for both of you to a table.*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **blushes hiding my face in Roke's chest**

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: {Roke} lowers you into a chair. "Sh...should I get Lilian?" *Looks embarassed*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **shakes head** she will come when shes hungery... if she really needs me she can get ahold of me..

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "All right." *sets down and begins to eat watching Risika with love.*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **tentavly takes some food and slowly starts eating lowering her eyes**

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "It is all right they have stoped looking love." *whispers*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **blushes and whispers back** their only pretending they do keep glancing over their shoulders... and what did he mean by its about time you get your self a girl?

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "He has been badgering me for over a year." *Turns red*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles kindly at you** i wonder why...

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "I....don't know said I was to serious."

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **takes a sip from the glass next to her food smiling shyly**

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: *smiles and does the same from his own glass*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **taks another bit of food**

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "Are you all right? We could eat on the grounds." *looks concerned*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles nodding** im fine... i just dont need as much food as they gave me **blushes**

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "Oh.I love you." *looks down at his own plate,and shoves it away. "I am going to get some air love I will see you in awhile.*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **nods and slowly takes another bit of food**

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: *walks in with the usual goffy look on my face*

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "I will be back love." *heads out side.*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **turns and greets lilian mouth still full of food**

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: Aw my brother is being so sweet. So when's the wedding hmm? *adds a laugh and being thankful the cat hasn't revealed himself yet to ruin my cover*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **blushes and turns back to my food swallowing**

**soft voice**

w..we..wedding>?

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: *chuckles* I'm just teasing. But if you and my brother are planning to get married soon I hope to be invited. *so far no cat in sight which means I'll be in the clear YAY!*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **chokes a little**

well...i don't know whats going on really...

soon we will be mates but being married..

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: *Shadow comes in, and starts to beg for food*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **giggles at the silly kitten**

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: *pauses as she hears the meow and decides to move to the FAR end of the table and takes a seat, BLAST IT COULDN'T HE HAVE WAITED UNTIL I WAS SEATED!*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **glances from shadow to lilian questioningly**

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: Uh can I have some food. I notice that our heroine Risika is being honored but could anyone spare me some food? Don't worry Risika I just had a BAD dream that Shadow over there was SPYING on me. *wonder if he notices the subtle hints*

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: ("shadow")*Turns to Lilian, voice only she can hear* "You won't get away that easily,I love you."

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **blushes** no i only got this because i was with Roke when i came in..

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: A man brings food for Lilian and "Shadow"

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: *grabs a piece of bread and takes a big bite, RESENO I WILL RESSIST! I REFUSE TO GET MUSSY!* So Risika I see you had a big crowd.

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "Shadow": "I said I was sorry.I will not give up!"

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: *just nods and simply answers I know then turns back to Risika with a smile*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles shyly** apparently they have been waiting for Roke to find someone for awhile

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: Ah well he has choosen wisely and if that knuckle head does something stupid. Tell me and I'll knock some sense into him.*keeping busy so "Shadow" can't contact me*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **giggles shaking head blushing**

im more afraid of doing something wrong with him... not the other way around...

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "He is still in pain." *only Lilian can hear*

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: You have nothing to worry about Risika. *eats lady like and still keeps busy but hears that* Risika maybe after you are done you need to check on my dear brother. You're the only main one that can reach him. *drinks some water and still remebers what the cat sprite said*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **nods** im so worried about him...

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: It will take time wounds like that are deep. *whispers* Trust me I know.

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "Shadow" *jumps onto Lilian's lap* "It will be all right

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: Ack er...SHADOW GET DOWN! *places him back in the floor*

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **nods and takes a sip standing up** im sorry my friend but now it is time for me to go to him... i can feel his pain like a knife to my heart..

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "You liked me when I was a kitten!" *Says in protest*

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: *nods* Don't worry about me Risika. I will always be your friend now go. *shoots an icy glare at "Shadow" while a hint of blush comes to my cheeks*

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "Tell her he is on the grounds."

2007-01-21 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **nods shaking head at this display and leaves the room for the grounds**

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: *"I think she knows. Now I ALLOWED YOU ON MY CHEST BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST A CAT BUT NOW THAT I KNOW OTHERWISE IT IS A LITTLE AWKWARD!"Keeps eating but still has a shade of pink on my face.*

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "You are blushing." *sounds happy*

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: *"SHUT IT RESENO YOU HAVE WON THIS MERE BATTLE BUT YOU WILL NOT WIN THE WAR! AND THERE WILL BE NO MORE SNUGGLING FROM ME!" Still eats but adds more food little by little.*

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: *Laughs* "Why are you resisting? We both love each other admit it, I will not leave!"

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: *"BECAUSE I CAN! I WAS ONLY 10 WHEN I HAD THAT CRUSH! I CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE MY HEAD WITH A ROLLER COASTER RIDE ROMANCE! I never said you had to leave. Romance happens to other people not me." slow down on eating and feel a little freer.*

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "You know it is happening you can't resist your heart."

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: *"I can so. Unless you can give me a logical reason to allow my heart to overrule. It won't happen." didn't notice my plate was almost empty*

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "How about you need to allow yourself to feel the love of a lover or your heart will be condemed to darkness?" Asks in concern.

2007-01-21 [loonygirl2005]: *"In a way I have stepped into the dark ocean not far enough for it to overtake me but I still stand in the same spot. All the turmoil I had faced had led me to that cold and dark place. I don't know if I can reach the shore. I am able to reach out to others but the kind of love you speak of has me a little scared." eats a little bite*

2007-01-21 [Silver Moon]: "I..want to help you...I need to help you..."